Grew up in a world of (emotional) blackmail, power and manipulations. Because a barrel full of uncertainties. Never understood how people sometimes stand in life, never with each other of the world understood. Was always very sensitive and very long knew nothing of energy and energy management. Because that they teach you well again just not at school. Put me though after a lot of training and lessons for years for a non-loving society. Give healings ...... and also put me in for thrombosis fellow sufferers. A terribly underrated disease. Am nice and sober and psychedelic hassle I can't do anything with it. Just keep to yourself. ' Be the change you wish to see in the world ' is one of the original pronunciations of Ghandi. I have a lot of respect for people who have the strength and courage to actually find themselves in that change. Stop judging, hold grudges or any other negative thoughts (so also dissatisfaction towards the society) and you then stops here with talk ... with your self to want to hear. Then listen to the silence, that beautiful silence inside.
Suddenly she was there. The spell. Through the internet I learned know her and we knew we were sitting together in the TGV. Less than a week contact or we had already agreed upon. It was early december, a blind date, was outside with a temperature of-5 C and a wind force 6 wind chill as if I ran on the North Pole.